I'm freaked.

I'm having a myomectomy Wednesday. The OB just told me if I excessively bleed, they may have to give me a hysterectomy to save my life. This has really upset me. I'm here in the lab, waiting for my blood to be drawn, trying not to cry. Now my logical mind is saying "Get it together! She has to tell you this so they won't get sued if it happens. It is the worse case scenario. It probably won't be close to that serious." My illogical mind is saying "AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!! I have just signed away my uterus!" It may seem crazy, but I'm freaked!